a long lonely night.

my dear,
i wonder what are you doing right now? is everything okay there? anything to tell me? i hope that everything is fine as wished. i have loads to tell you off, my crying shoulder. can you feel what i feel right now? i miss you, i do. i cried before i slept last night, but thank God, He let us met in my dream. a sense of marvel strikes me once i woke up this morning. i indeed happy to be with you. and i vow, i wouldn't trade you for the world. i love you.

beating up the villains.

for men whom always criticize women's figure, thanks for hurting us a lot, we are simply sensitive with your words about our figure. but its okay because

and for women who are lack of self-confidence because of those bad-mouthed guys, just believe in me, chin up, be the true colour of yourself because

for a gentleman.

1. run with her on the beach
2. give her your sweater when she's cold
3. never talk about another girls in front of her
4. learn to play the guitar for her
5. comfort her when she's scared
6. watch the sunset with her
7. if she can't sleep, read her a bedtime story
8. if you get in fight with her, and she starts to cry, just stop and hold her
9. never force her to do anything
10. call her beautiful especially when she least expects it
11. play with her hair when she's laying on your chest
12. always make the first move
13. never let her walk home alone
14. never lie to her, she'll find out
15. kiss her when she's sleeping

sunday morning.

please do not distract. i'm in love :)

safe and sound.

ya Allah ya tuhanku, jika dia ialah pemilik tulang rusuk itu, kau panjangkanlah jodoh kami, berikanlah kejayaan kepada kami dalam menempuh kehidupan di dunia dan akhirat-Mu. dekatkanlah kami kepada-Mu. kau teguhkanlah kesetiaan antara kami. kau jauhkanlah kami dari was was dan syak wasangka. kau jauhkanlah kami daripada aniaya manusia atau jin. kau jadikanla kami berdua insan yang berguna di dunia dan akhirat-Mu. kau teguhkanlah iman kami. janganlah kau lebihkan cinta antara kami daripada cinta antara Kau dan aku ya Allah. jika engkau hendak pisahkan kami pun ya Allah, pisahkanlah kami dengan mati sahaja ya Allah. sesungguhnya, kau Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk hambaMu.

amin ya rabbal alamin.

random.

your destiny will keep you on, don't be scared.

somewhere called school -..-

haih. this post is just like another ordinary-crapping-much post. well, by me. i'm gonna tell you how lazy-ass i am when it goes to school thingy. wake up at 6, go to school at 7, learning session till 2, either co-curriculum or planned prep till 4.30, then recreation till 6 or sometimes 6.30, go for night prep again at 8, supper at 10.30, al-mulk recital at 11, settling down all the things till 12.30, and nah, i can only go to sleep at 1 a.m! argh, what a stressful life -.-

nevertheless, school is actually not that bad. i'm sorry for exaggerating, my bad *peace. the things that make me   enthusiastic to go back to school are as follows:

1. loved ones, he is the main reason i'm going back to school, i'm dying without him!
2. resilient, well, i can say that it is impossible for me to survive without them in the school.
3. renaissance, awhh, my another big family, my career, my life.
4. 4 Setia, they just living up my day :3
5. dormates, sisters that i mostly love after all <3

okay, i'm going back to school now!