crappin'


i did bored thing, like cropping this one. but i think this one is sweet :)

baby boo.

hai sayang :)
it is late at night now yet i don't know where else should i let-the-things-out other than here.
i miss you. it had been about 4 days now since we didn't contact. i'm devastated, and so lost. i don't know to whom should i tell all my problems at. i miss all the texts and comforting words :'(

betul lah org ckp,
kita takkan pernah hargai something till its gone. but u tak gone lg kan? i know, you still there, somewhere out there, just that i tak tau anything that happened on you. how pathetic :(
maybe i tak perlu bother sgt kot? and just give you some space to do anything you want without even me knowing it.

i live in loneliness. no friend to talk to, you takde, so i takde lah kawan nk gossip. damn, my tears start to fall dah ni. u tau kan, sayang u yg sorang ni mmg cengeng. sikit sikit nangis, sampai kadang2 u pn fed up dgn i. im sorry. but thats who i really am. i can't hide, never.

my dear,
i have no one else after you, i swear. i hope that you will do the same. please, jgn lah bawak org ketiga dah. please don't make me suffer for the unfortunate second time. i tak sanggup dah. i sayang you. yes, only you boo :')

i tau, by this time, 0050, you mesti tak tido lg kan?
usually u tidur lambat, u tgk tv, tak pun u dah tido awal td tp terjaga and now tak boleh tido.
i know you better than the other girls out there :)

and lastly, nahh, baca ni, i got it from kak jasmine alya's blog :) it will inspire you, perhaps?

every husband should read this:

Love her …when she sips on your coffee or tea. She only wants to make sure it tastes just right for you.

Love her…when she "pushes" you to pray. She wants to be with you in Jannah (Paradise).

Love her…when she asks you to play with the kids. She did not "make" them on her own....

Love her...when she is jealous. Out of all the men she can have, she chose you

Love her…when she has annoying little habits that drives you nuts. You have them too.

Love her…when her cooking is bad. She tries.

Love her…when she looks dishevelled in the morning. She always grooms herself up again.

Love her…when she asks to help with the kids homework. She only wants you to be part of the home.

Love her...when she asks if she looks fat. Your opinion counts, so tell her she's beautiful.

Love her…when she looks beautiful. She's yours so appreciate her.

Love her...when she spends hours to get ready. She only wants to look her best for you.

Love her…when she buys you gifts you don't like. Smile and tell her it's what you've always wanted.

Love her…when she has developed a bad habit. You have many more and with wisdom and politeness you have all the time to help her change.

Love her…when she cries for absolutely nothing. Don't ask, tell her its going to be okay

Love her…when she suffers from PMS. Buy chocolate, rub her feet and back and just chat to her (trust me this works!)

Love her…when whatever you do is not pleasing. It happens and will pass

Love her…when she tells you how to drive. She only wants you to be safe.

Love her…when she argues. She only wants to make things right for both

Love her…she is yours. You don't need any other special reason!!!!

All this forms part of a Woman's Character. Women are part of your life and should be treated as the Queen.

The Messenger of Allah (peace be upon him) advised concerning the woman:
• "Treat the women well. The best of you are those who are the best in the treatment of their wives."

one and only.

man in grey
man in green
man in red

3 nights, i still love you. life gotta be harder for me. i miss you, honey. i miss all your jokes. i miss them all :( huh.