no longer there

i'm always here, wanting and waiting for him
i'm always here, hoping and wishing for him to act
i'm always here, crying and dying for his love
i'm always here, looking and seeking for his attention
i'm always here, talking and laughing for the past memories
i'm always here, praying and willing to wait for him
because

this :3

for God's sake, why don't you ask him first, dear girl?

however, if i were that girl, i'll be doing the same

why would you let me go at first place if you still love me?



sayang

sayang apa khabar denganmu?
di sini ku merindukan kamu
ku harap cintamu takkan berubah
kerna disini ku tetap untukmu

sayang apa khabar denganmu?
cubalah kamu telefon diriku
ku rindu dengan suara indahmu
kerna dirimulah semangat hidupku

sayang dengarlah permintaanku
jangan ragukan cintaku
sayang percayalah apa kataku
kerna ku sayang kamu

sayang dengarlah permintaanku
jaga hatimu untukku
sayang dengarlah bisikan hatiku
kerna ku sayang kamu

loves,

syaa shae

fellas

 

ieda, thank you for hearing some shits from me last night. tak boleh control sorang sorang, you know me so well kan? kau laaagi berpengalaman daripada aku i guess, im bad at making decision. sigh. i miss you ieda. aku rasa nk ambik mp3 kau then dengar lagu lagu then nangis je. then nanti bantal kau basah. hekk.hugs and kisses xx.

 

hanys, thank you for your encouraging words, somehow, aku rasa bersemangat balik! thats what you guys have been thinking about eh selama ni? hihi. asal tak cakap awal awal? gahhh, okay i'll listen. btw respect gila kat kau cos pergi tuition. mesti kau pandai gila enn. love ya.





to infinity and beyond

you once said this to me

 

and this

 

i miss you.

 

 



keep on roaring, tiger!

 

selamanya, selamanya, selamanya Harimau Malaya!

go Farizal Marlias, Safee Sali, Shahrul Idlan, Safiq Rahim, Kunalan, Wan Zack Haikal and etc

though some of them simpanan, tapi takpe

MY PRAYER WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU GUYS

someone like you

sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

 



torn

if you ever wanna love me like before, treat me like you're supposed to.
if you ever wanna take care of me, show me some protection.
if you ever wanna be with me, love me like you used to.

i'm tired of hoping something i never get. it's devastating. i wish there will be no more tears tonight. i'm completely torn apart. and i'm tired.



jujur

jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi suka

tinggalkan lah aku bila tak mungkin bersama 

jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku 

selamanya